IN SCORPIO'S DEN

woohoo~! My 2-month intern in factory ended up at 2am this morning.So ecstatic!!!! Had been up against lots of hard stituation that I never met before  this past 2 months,couldn't say I handled them perfectly tho,I did try my best to make them throuth and stick to my post.Now I'm just so proud to tell you guys that I finllay tough out and still survival! lol~And what's more,I make some good friends there,that's awesome,right? Somehow I just think this internship is so cool to open my eyes,tho it's very exhausted indeed,but it's not like some ppl said it's useless.Well,guess I just found the fun there!Poor them,lol~

Dunno when I've started loving to observe(or should just say "read"?) different ppl.Maybe from when I started interesting in study the horoscope,or the frist time I fall in loving to read autobiography.Oh!Maybe that's what scorpio supposed to be!! Anyway,I always like to observe different ppl silently when I'm drinking at the bar;travelling in the train and so on.Also does this time during the intern.I've got 2 months to study them well(ok,I swear that's not my chief intention,but experiencing factory's work situation is,hehe)There're all kinds of ppl over there.some are nice,but some are mean or just so crap in your eyes.however,dealing with them is like reminding myself that nothing is the same in the world,it always worth to discovering,it feels so overwhelming,doesn't it? oh,shit,I dunno what I'm talking about as well,just can't help all of suddent,hehe,whatever.

cheers~!Went out with my factory's co-worker to have a kinda Good-bye dinner last Sat.

     I'm in the 4th team

those are my colleagues.All of us were the avant-couriers sent to have 2-month intern in factory.We all make it throught no matter how hard it is.Trust me,we can't be better,lol~:P

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I used to wonder what those bankers like? how are they capable to talk into people to spend money?? Well,I just met one luckily.since then all is clear,im not saying about the skill or the methods that of course you can't learn just from a simple talk,but you will just get the picture "oh,god,here they are!that's the way bankers to be!!" you will be impressived at once!!

Sometimes you don't have to ask those successful people how to success,when you just talk to they ,you can see the confidence from their eye,behave and the tone they speak.I'll call it "charm" and absolutely it'll catch your eye.Anyway,my point is that you'll be inspirited immediately.Somehow you can even sense their strong desire to what they stick to.They know very well what they want.I think that's the key!

Yeah.No Paid No Gain.that's what you always can tell from the stories of those success people,but also the thing will you forget easily.Hey,thank you,Alex,for spiriting me when i start getting lost,tho that maybe not what you meant to do,lol~:P As a graduatee,it's really lucky to get a job in a good company like mine,but I was just taking it for granted.I've forgotten it's just a beginning and there's a long way to go to be something that I want to.Well,think it's time to make it right!

well,here are the hints of what I've been busy with:

busy with the last hang-outs with classmates
busy with job-hunting
busy with swimming
busy with reading Jack Welch's <<Straight from the Gut>>
busy with listening to Silbermond's "Laut_Gedacht",宇多田光's "ULTRA BLUE",Tokio Hotel's "Schrei",Rosenstolz's "Das Grosse Leben",Nick Lachey's "What's Left Of Me",陈绮贞's "华丽的冒险" and so on.........
busy with watching movie--"the escort" "jarhead" "fateless" "failure" "douches froides" "Oliver Twist" "surperman returns" "man about town"and so on ......
busy with spending my HUGE scholarship
busy with watching world cup,I'm not a real football fan,though

Autally I kinda realize that I'm gotta spend 9hours and certainly more with the computer every day after work,so I escape from it when I can and enjoy this short-term so-call the last summer vacation.

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THE LAST BANQUET
4 years ago,we were called up together by destiny into a intersection.since then we connected to each other and spent,maybe, the most wonderful days in our life in college.but all things must come to an end.now it's time for us to separate,again and to find our next intersection.we are not upset,but excited,cuz we all know this's just another beginning.so to all of my classmates whoever i know or not: GOOD LUCK!!

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GOOD-BYE DINNER

Again,two of my best friends are gonna leave for their oversea study.so we had a sorta good-bye dinner together in a Brazil Buffet.here are some funny shots and a lil brokeback comic

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Too lazy to update,and sick of repeating the boring routines as everyone's doing the same things that I'm quite sure. Not too many inspiring things to tell, cuz now i can't see anything else due to those troublesome problems: graduation and job.

Just 1 and a half month left,then I will be one of those who need to take more responsibilities to not only themselves but also their parents. I've never felt this kind of weight on my shoulder before that sort of killing me. The nearer graduation comes, the clearer I realize that how immature I am. I star doubting if I'm tough enough to survive in society and go for my dreams.Yeah,I'm lost again......Damn it!!! I'm just wondering why the hell I have to worry so many this kind of shits that might be happening in 2 months, Im only wanna be happy to enjoy the last school days right now this moment!!!! Why can't I??????

About the job,since I've not signed the contract yet,everything could happens.Thus,I don't want to talk more about it.It's meaningless.

Too many drinking and unhealth foods this months,I got dyspepsia again(That's the reason why my belly keeps going bigger and bigger I guess).Well actually I don't really care,but the mainly problem is dyspepsia brings on bad breath that I can't bear with! It's so embarrassing!!! Ok,then go see the doctor.It's just the day before my thesis debate and my cousin's visiting.But right now I got sore throat as hell!Jesus! I'll thank you so much if you cut it off from me:(

My cousin's visiting last weekend.The last time we met was like 3 or 4 years ago in Hai Nan during the spring festival something.Somehow we both thought we might be strange this time,but when we met,we just blah blah blah .....all day long,lol@ And to my surprise,we got lots of things in common.It's cool! That recalled me the childhood days we wore the same clothes with another cousin running around in the shopping mall:P We took a few pixs,but all are in her cam,so have to update them when she home.

Guess who's my cousin~

Once I told her I didn't take my life too serious,but now I realized I was wrong.That's just my ideality,but I'm trying,cuz I know scorpio is very realistic.

The thesis debate's done last friday.And now have to prepare the other final exam.The boring routine just starts again......

With the ending of Canton Fair on 30th Apr.,My 1-month internship in GZ Textiles Holdings LID was over again. I will be back to school to prepare my fianl exams and the thesis debate in the next 2 months.Then I will graduate this summer.Sigh...have been missing my school days already.....

the stall where i worked and my colleagues

There were lots of things happened during last month,I had wished I could write them down in time,but just completely out of time to do it.Somehow I think I lil bit can't adapt the working life which's no more time for gyming(that's a big problem that I hate to be slim and big belly again!!),no more time for chatting and no more time for sleeping.Go to work at 8:25am and home at 6:45pm if no need to work OT(my mantor say it's very common to work OT till 9pm......).And then had to make a quick supper and continuned rerising my thesis. I can't imagin how could I get though this kind of life in the next few years at all. Anyway, think it may be different feeling after I offically sign the contract to work there and get paid so that I would think it's worth to work so hard.

PaZhou complex

CANTON FAIR
So lucky that I,as a interner, was given a chance to work inside Canton Fair. It's a great experience really.( To be honest,it's definitely a grinding TOO.....). I'm so proud of attending this kind of famous Fair. you know what, It's so cool to ask the question like "how's your business today" or something,lol. Besides, It's so exciting when you realize that you came across to know some charming and successful businessmen with whom you would all of sudden feel like "Woo,I'm successful too" lol!

Since it's my first time to work inside such huge fair and formally deal with those "real clients",especially one afternoon when I have to work alone in the stall,I was just absolutely scaried myself out.Anyway my mentor said I did a good job that really made me fucking released.Well so funny to recall it since then,lol

MOUNTAIN CLIMBING

• Went to climb BaiYun mountain with Julin Jean on 16th Apr.So embarrassing to tell that I,as a cantonese, can't find the right entry of Baiyun mountain,lol! but too bad it's so cloudy that day,could not take any good pics there

• Had a 2 days short trip with my colleagues to YunFou mountain during 22nd and 23th Apr..The most exciting thing was not the mountain climbing,but the luxury room I slept.it's really nice!! lol Though YunFou mountain is one of the 4 most famous mountains in GuangDong,but I couldn't find any differences from BaiYun mountain expect of less ppl. So bored up there!

PEOPLE

• Sasha,Leo,comes from Germany.It's my second time to meet him in GZ because of the Canton Fair. Maybe because Oliver,who's a absolutely charming leo, is fucking overwhelming to me, I had felt Sasha's charm and worshiped him at the beginning since last year we met,expecially this time after talking to him over 4 hours.I so enjouyed hearing his life stories like he worked in IKEA in Switzerland and his attitudes to work,friends and so on. It's just like you were reading a interesting autobiography,so fantastic.

me and Sasha

• Rei,Taurus,is one of my best friends.She's also working for the canton fair,but she's in PaZhou complex.So I took half day off to catch her up.In june she's leaving for Australia for her oversea study.hope she's doing great! Oh,yeah,her birthday's coming.Does anyone know what stuffs I should give to her??

she's working

• Julien Jean,libra,is a Xingjiang-looking French,lol,who's studying Chinese here. he's the only foreigner who insist on speaking chinese to me,of course, I can learn French for free in exchange:P lol. Well but it's sad to hear he and his French classmate didn't feel well in GZ.although I know they're not a typical case,somehow I just doubt how much longer GZ could be a real international city.Sigh...

• A Spainish guy who I talked in subway while im on my way to PaZhou complex was really cool! he's so youny like 26,but he's running his own company in shenzhen!! Oh man,that's amazing.You could even feel he's ambitious while you talking to him. And he's funny that he taught me german,lol.but too bad,i forgot his name....Anyway.He's a Aries I think.

EMOTION

I'm so afraid of being some kind of ppl like my mom.But learning my mom can let me know meself well.She's weak so i'm eager to be stronger.She's long for being loved so i'm eager to make more friends to ensure I won't be alone.

MASSAGE
My boss took me and another 2 colleagues to have massage last sunday.It's my first time.To be honest,I always think massage is kind of erotic,but since it's my boss offer,I don't think too much.

That night,after sunna,I wroe a pants and lay down on the bed in a single room.At the beginning,nothing happened just enjoyed the massage,it's so nice that I almost fell asleep.After 30mins,the female massager asked me if i wanna have my BACK rubbed,I said yes,but to my surprise,she pulled my pants down to my legs,I was totually awake and wondering what the hell she's doing. Then she put some cream on my butt and rubbed it.I can feel that she even touched my balls couple times. To be frank,I'd got hard-on......and when I was wondering what she's going to do next,all of sudden she lift up my legs,ewww.....I guessed she saw everything......that's so embarrassing! Well,thing's not over yet, she finished rubbing my butt, then move her hand up to rub my back,I felt like she sat on my legs!!( I didn't dare to turn my head back to see what she's doing out there....) I thought she's looking for something on me,but I didn't have any reaction she wanted,she started to flirt with me! Jesus! she came down and walked around me, deliberately nipped my arm with her thighs.....yeah,you could tell how embarrassing and awful it was! For god's sake,it's lasted 2 hours~

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           the shoes wipping machine!wow,so interesting!

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Whoa!! I'm fucking touched by the movie"Elizabethtown",it's fucking incredible,I love it!! love it!!! just fucking love it!! think Im losing my mind now. I LOVE IT~~~!!! guys! you should go get the DVD now!! believe me! you're gonna love it! if not,bite me! guess i gotta calm down lil bit,ok,will finish it later,go get my hair cut now first. Wow! what a movie!!!!!!!!!!!!

later.

8th Feb.

I thought it's a stereotype love story.Somehow it's.But the way how the movie goes is pretty special and impressived.This movie is like reading a good book.you will surprise how much you enjoy it.It's lil bit hard to describe what the things i liked about the movie,but easy to feel.Oh,yeah,sepecially those awesome soundtrack which will catch your heart so well is unexpectable.

Excerpt of some comments

If you've ever had a deep thought about life, or questioned the path your life has taken, or found pleasure in the small moments found in relationships with real people, you will find something in this movie that touches a chord within yourself. I think Cameron Crowe masterfully crafted a summary of those important moments in our lives that are meaningful. It didn't require a long, drawn out explanation. How many times do we think back to a particular moment, and all we remember is the person, the relationship, and the music tied to that moment? A song can take you to a precise moment in your life. He made that connection to all of us, through the life of one fictional character. I found myself enjoying being a fly on the wall, watching the characters, relating to the events, laughing at the poignant humor, and savoring the road trip reflections at the end. This was a movie worth watching, just because it is about the truths of life.